I was busy inputting the data into a computer file while trying to put the events of the afternoon out of my mind. It was futile, however. I was bored, and my mind continued to wander, thinking about Sam…and Charlotte. I wondered what they were doing. Were they thinking about me? Were they talking about me? Were they making love?
After finishing what I had to do and getting back to my apartment, I was still no closer to resolving the conflict I was facing. What it came down to was determining if I was going to get involved with both Sam and his girlfriend in a three-way. I barely had any two-ways. In fact, it had been mostly one-ways, at least since the semester started.
What was even more shocking than this indecent proposal was that part of me was wondering what it would be like, and I was seriously considering exploring the possibilities. I was intrigued and aroused by the thought of a physical encounter of the three-way kind.
I couldn’t deny that I liked Charlotte a lot. She was tender and giving. She was open and honest and so comfortable with herself. She had the kind of strength I admired as a woman. I also really liked Sam. In the brief time we chatted and got to know each other, he was everything I could have wanted in a guy. He was handsome and self-assured, but in no way egotistical or full of himself. They were both very attractive.
An internal debate waged within me. Chief among the interrogatories was why should it be in any way remarkable for me to recognize Charlotte as a sexy and beautiful woman. After all, I have seen and known plenty of other good-looking women.
However, it was clear to me that there were several things going on here that made this situation completely different. I had previously never entertained thoughts of being with another woman. I had held hands with girlfriends before and I had hugged and kissed them, sometimes on the lips, but none of them made me feel the way Charlotte did. I had never imagined a woman touching and kissing me in the ways that only a man had, and I never had any desire to touch them in more personal, sensual ways.
But it wasn’t only Charlotte who was pushing buttons of a carnal nature that I didn’t even know I had. It was also Sam, and more specifically the three of us together that I found most appealing. I might never have such an opportunity like this again. Not to act on this chance would be to deny myself an experience of a lifetime.
After finishing what I had to do and getting back to my apartment, I was still no closer to resolving the conflict I was facing. What it came down to was determining if I was going to get involved with both Sam and his girlfriend in a three-way. I barely had any two-ways. In fact, it had been mostly one-ways, at least since the semester started.
What was even more shocking than this indecent proposal was that part of me was wondering what it would be like, and I was seriously considering exploring the possibilities. I was intrigued and aroused by the thought of a physical encounter of the three-way kind.
I couldn’t deny that I liked Charlotte a lot. She was tender and giving. She was open and honest and so comfortable with herself. She had the kind of strength I admired as a woman. I also really liked Sam. In the brief time we chatted and got to know each other, he was everything I could have wanted in a guy. He was handsome and self-assured, but in no way egotistical or full of himself. They were both very attractive.
An internal debate waged within me. Chief among the interrogatories was why should it be in any way remarkable for me to recognize Charlotte as a sexy and beautiful woman. After all, I have seen and known plenty of other good-looking women.
However, it was clear to me that there were several things going on here that made this situation completely different. I had previously never entertained thoughts of being with another woman. I had held hands with girlfriends before and I had hugged and kissed them, sometimes on the lips, but none of them made me feel the way Charlotte did. I had never imagined a woman touching and kissing me in the ways that only a man had, and I never had any desire to touch them in more personal, sensual ways.
But it wasn’t only Charlotte who was pushing buttons of a carnal nature that I didn’t even know I had. It was also Sam, and more specifically the three of us together that I found most appealing. I might never have such an opportunity like this again. Not to act on this chance would be to deny myself an experience of a lifetime.
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